fish.

yeesh the second half.. of this thign gets serious 

oof this new kanye 

how do yall make a picture.. become ur background? 

hold up, i odn remember being excited at all, not in a real, oh im so excited kinda way, but i did think it was cool.

theres maaad tress out here, like everywhere, just trees.

thats pretty cool.

paula-valeria:

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW EXCITED I AM TO BE MOVING TO OREGON OH MY GOD YOU GUYS DON’T GET IT OKAY YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I JUST HOPE THAT ARCHITECTURE DOES NOT CONSUME ME AND I CAN GO ON ROADTRIPS AND VISIT BEAUTIFUL PLACES AND DO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO WHICH IS ENJOY THE OUTDOORS AHHHHHH!!!!!! IDK HOW I’M GONNA ROADTRIP THO LOL I HAVE NO CAR LOLOL A BUS? IDEK LOL FUCK ME MY LIFE BUT ANYWAY I’M SURE IT’LL BE POSSIBLE I MEAN ILL MAKE FRIENDS AND ALL I GUESS

lol, oh man hahahah i remember being excited to move here to,

then i saw all the white ppl,

no but really, lol its beautiful here,

my poekoelan scholarship got approved!!

love is conditional

i never knew that mary

would put a hole in my fishing boat

i got to tripping more, she went to bitching more

the court of universal law said it wasnt permissible

she went to forte, i stayed pianissimo 

then i went to forte then she went to physical

should i go?

should i stay and withstand

the additional attacks on the mental and the physical?

its gon get dangerous,

why waste time on these child like exchanges?

why waste time with these child like games,

its just make up to break up,

crying all the time baby

messing up your make up,

trying to scratch my face up

she say i need communication jay,

but you dont say much i know it aint okay

but im from where niggas keep they mouth closed 

and the gates shut, it seems like only yesterday, i was just a kid

in christian dior velour, ballies, and a shape up 

spinning on a cardboard, and trying to rip a break up

life comes at you fast, i went from sleeping in class

to sleeping in the streets, forgetting,

where i wake up, when i was hit with trial

i went into survival mode, and did a lot of shit

a nigga wasnt proud of, so when i be sitting

on the couch with a blank head,

i be at the homeless shelter, jefferson and bankhead,

a jack sippin dankhead, making sure niggas dont steal my clothes

tryna make a path so i could fulfill my goals

tryna take a bath so i could heal my soul

a little bit of laughter to conceal my woes

who gon save me? 

my poekoelan scholarship is officially under review, yall pray for me. 

after lving in portland for the past few months,

think i can say portlandia is closed to a 1000% accurate 

all these indonesians have taken up all the blog names, i would use, and arent even using them. 

stealing my internet yo 

think ima start another blog.. something to do with poekoelan, martial arts, physical fitness, wellness, kinda deal… im supposed to be writing notes, on all this stuff i learn.. but im better at typing.. also dont have a proper notebook, idk some document my progress shit, we’ll see how this goes… 

i was writing an account of my birth then it turned into a rhyme, lol this what i got 

if you was to take an apethrow him in space

taught him how to meditate,brought him to back to planet earth

trained him in shaolin to play the Force like a violin

submerged him in water to better understand the uncreated ocean

the true nature of motion, perform magic like potion

i got my white belt the other day 

(it was pretty cool)

so apparently u can share game content w up to 2 playstations on network, im bout to run that niki niknninki game for free


see, thats why i fuck w u sony 

man what a verse

translating a book would probably be fun 

michelle still stiff as a damn board look like she bout to go to dialysis 

loool so the weather sucks. thats cool. smh.

at least portland isnt like stupid cold.

but its all white ppl out here.

some of them are cool.

but mostly, its like naw not really.

so whats new york like? 

like this the only drake song that inspires me to do pushups

hm, ive gotta introduce more rituals to my life 

damn that new blackberry is kinda mean 

where is nikita

wonder how long it would take me to do a thousand pushups?

i said i love u baby

well you dont act like it

squeeze my feet

kiss my neck.

rub my back like it  

and on the phone. its just you gon.

hit me back right quick. first we was straight.

now it feel like we jack knifing.

kamikaze love.

self destructive patterns.

mercury in retrograde. fourth house of saturn

nothing makes me sadder than.

hailing cabs alone.

going home.

on a saturday.

 bumping donny hathaway.

questioning my choices. thinking about marriage.

carriage and horses. manor on a hectare. 

land like a fortress. 

i hope you understand me.

tho im cold like new york.

my heart is warm like miami.

im just trying to build a kingdom.

for my people. and my family.

sometimes i dont know what to say

the pain never stops 

the cloud never goes away

the rain never drops

its a luxury

im grateful that a mustard seed of faith is enough to be

enough to move a mountain my pen is an artery

my heart is a fountain, i apologise 

man those pyramid code videos are kinda intense.

if it doesnt have robert bauval or graham hancock, im not paying attention.

but this jawn has bauval all the way through it, shit is reckless. smh